Perfect Disaster

Perfect Disaster

I loved you, you loved me.

I thought I was as happy as I ever could be.

You told me you loved me

And I did too.

But now that your gone

My heart's broken in two

Your a beautiful dark angel

A sweet sour apple

You are and will always will be...

A perfect disaster.

Broken Hearts Don't Mend

Broken Hearts Don't Mend

If you only knew what I thought I had, you'd be crying too. For months you stole my heart, then you shattered it. If you only knew how much I wanted our love to never end, if only you knew... I wish you felt the pain I do, but you don't feel a thing. If only you knew how many tears I cried, and how much I miss you. When you were sick, I stayed by your side, when you were sad, I cheered you up. Your heart isn't torn at all, but mine's black and blue. All thanks to you. The best doctors in the world would say they couldn't stitch up my heart, and if they can't, you certainly never will. And you didn't even shed a tear when you left me, I shed an amount that I can't even count. Your heart is still fine, but mine is very much in half. You broke my heart, and broken hearts don't mend...

My broken, bleeding heart.

My Broken, Bleeding Heart

My heart has never bled before, but I know now why people are scarred from breakups. Every time I think of you, my heart starts to bleed more and more, and even more when I see you. You were the first ever love I had ever had, and I thought I had it all, and now I have lost everything. I hope you know my pain, but most likely, from the way you left me there crying, you probably don't feel a thing. My heart is cracking, and it still is this very moment, and I feel like I may never move on, one day later and you have. And every time I think of you with her, even if my heart was mended back in place, it would CRACK, all over again. Right now, I feel so much pain, I don't know how much my heart has bled, because I am thinking of YOU this very moment. And I hope you know that...

My heart, is broken.....

It can't be mended, it can't be fixed. My heart may be stuck like this forever. I may NEVER find love again. You were my love and you shattered my heart, I think about you this very moment. If you only knew how much I loved you... Thanks a lot, my heart is bleeding in pain and it won't stop until you come back for me. And that MAY never happen, but i'd wait forever for you. Even though you shattered my heart, I hope you know you'll always have a place for you in my heart, and it can't be replaced with anyone else on this earth. One's first ever true, and only true love can never be replaced, and it never will be possible. When you left me you didn't feel a thing, but I certainly did. I felt pain, sadness, and anger. You have made me more sad and angry than I have ever been. You may be in a game, but I cried for hours last night. Thanks for shattering my heart, it lays in the floor in a million tiny pieces. You have made a new memory, and it as darker than midnight.